2/4/2010
I am so discouraged!!! I struggled through the last few days with all the intermittent fever and sudden carb cravings (blood sugar changes?) and stayed true. Finally deciding since the most critical pieced of work were accomplished, I would go to the doctor today since I cannot seem to recover and coughing all night is leaving me with ugly black circles under my eyes not to mention deprived my mental acuity. I go to the doc's office and they require a weigh in with each visit and I am appalled to see that since my last measurement at Curves, I have only lost 1 more pound? Are you kidding me?? Here I am over 5 weeks in and I can only report a loss of 14 pounds. Perhaps I am being stupid here but I can see why Diana recommends waiting the full 8 weeks, unfortunately I don't have that luxury and now I am disheartened by what appears to me to be a lack of progress.
I was sorely tempted after that to say, "forget it" and go to my old ways. I lost weight quicker on weight watchers for heaven's sake! Okay, now I am done with my ranting and raving but still discouraged. I don't know, I guess I better cut back on my protein servings, must be taking in too many calories. It's probably the darn nuts...too many nibbles on those. Somehow I managed to stick with the diet but I will say that I was so mad and sick that I truly wished I could quit. That still small voice is saying, "Peace, be still" so be still my soul, hope thou in God. Good night!
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